Hello, I'm back. Without going into too much detail, I've been under a lot of stress, largely self-created. I managed to make myself unwell through this and everything snowballed. Anyway, things were sorted out, I'm calmer now (but exhausted) and everything is going to be ok.
I don't normally write this sort of thing, but my OH has been an absolute hero this week that I can't not mention it - he has been so good for me and I've put him through absolute hell. The upside of this week as that I feel our relationship is so much stronger and we appreciate each other so much more, having been in danger of taking things for granted too much in the past. So all's well that ends well.
Expected the usual preoccupation with Topshop and dresses to be restored soon.